| Location | Droitwich |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 04/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 04/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 10,724 since 11/07/2008 |
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Callum James Crane 04/05/08
Callum was born premature on the 4th may 2008 when i was just 18+2 weeks pregnant. he was my world,
my everything! i was so happy when i found out i was pregnant it was untrue. i was so excited and
the happiest person in the world. my life was complete, i had my wonderful boyfriend and now a
beautiful baby, i couldnt of been any happier!
from around 16 weeks i had bleeding and pain and i was in labour for just under 2 weeks, i cant
describe how i felt becasue theres no words to describe my whole world falling apart, every once of
happiness shatterd. callum was born alive, he was a fighter and he fort so hard to stay here with
mommy, hes my little soldier boy. he died shortly after birth because his lungs were not fully
developed and they dont resusatate before 6 months.
il never forget the day you died my precious callum, it had been sunny all week and it poored
down,everywhere seemed so quiet and empty. i felt like the only person in the world with everyones
grief and sorrow on my shoulders. i cryed and cryed and cryed, i felt so numb, my heart ached so
bad, i just wanted your here with me in my arms. what did i do so wrng to deserve this? why did god
not answer my prayers? how could life be so cruel? everything was ruind, i never thought id have to
burry my son:(
you are so beautiful callum, i love you so much more then anyone can imagin more then words can
describe. i miss you more and more everyday sweetheart, my heart aches, apart of my heart died with
you. i crave for you to be here with me, it hurts so much that your not:( and it will never stop
hurting! im so proud i made such a perfect and beautiful baby boy as you, i couldnt of ask God for a
baby more beauiful! theres not a second that goes by where i dont think about you callum, your my
life my everything, if i could i would give you my life! your the reason i live, the reason i
breathe, i want to make you so proud of me like you make me proud sweetheart! i hope you here me
when i speak to you, i pray for you everynight. i hope the angels are looking after you in heaven, i
always pray to them to look after you and iv asked afew special people in heaven to look after you
until i get there. i know your always with me buba because you giv me strength and i feel you here.
the love i have for you is like no other love in the world, i love you with a love beyond all
description and miss you with a grief beyond all tears:( im sorry that mommy crys somtimes and is so
sad, but i just miss you so so much, but i no you dont like it when mommy and daddy are upset, every
smile is for you my precious angel. i wish i could hold you right now, i wish i could change things,
i wish i had a maigic wond n id have you rite back here with me now and i wouldnt be writing this, i
wuldnt have to tak flowers and visit your grave, i wouldnt have to write in your memorial book, or
look at your pictures every secnd of the day, i wouldnt have to think about how much i miss you
everyday i wouldnt have to cry myself to sleep everynight i wouldnt have all this pain n grief and
think about how many birthdays your not here for or chritmas's, when you were suppost to be born
what your first word would have been, beacause id have you back here with me and daddy the way it
should be! your my angel and i no God sent you here to help me and you did baby boy so much and now
that you helped me god needed you back in heaven because you were far to perfect and special for
this cruel world, your away from all harm and hurt that could have come to you, you are safe forever
with the angels and we will meet again when its my turn to go and il smile everyday because its one
day closer to being with you again. i love you and miss you so much with all my heart and soul
nothing compares to the bond we have and will have forever and im so grateful your my son and i got
to meet you. your my first born callum and your so special to me and daddy. i no your watching over
us keeping us safe darlin i hope you no how much we love you and miss you! sleep tight our beautiful
prince love you 4ever always in our hearts and thorts
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hiya lil man
UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN.xXx
I know what you're thinking. You think I'm dead. Because you cannot see me with your human eye, cannot feel me with your hands or hold me in your arms, you think I am gone forever.
You recall how I looked when I left this place, and you cannot remotely imagine that I could possibly be alive in another place. You are racked and torn by the pain of our separation and it blinds you to that which is right in front of you... me..............
I'm here to tell you different. You were worthy of my love and undying devotion on earth as I of yours. Do you really believe this love would be snatched from us forever by a loving Creator simply because I wasn't human? Was I not a living, breathing creation with personality? How could I have been so if I didn't possess the energy of soul, spirit and loving light? And if this energy is and always will be, then how can it be that I am dead?
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You say that all you have left are memories. Not so. You see, when I took leave of my earthly body I left a little something behind for you. You can't touch it, hold it or examine it for what I left behind is far too uninhibited for confinement. I left behind a piece of my soul. I placed it right next to your own which is quite fitting as we were always side by side in our earthly life together. I love you too much to have left you with nothing but memories, which tend to fade and grow cloudy as the years go by.
I love you too much to have vanished without a trace. How selfish it would be of me to remove love and light from your life.
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I understand your tears, each one you shed is testament to your love for me and I am honored and humbled. But don't forget the good things we shared - remember and smile. This is an honor for me as well. And when you need me I will be here. Close your eyes, relax, take slow, deep breaths and picture me in your mind. Shut off the world and your notions of what death is and give me a chance. Look for the subtle signs I send you. Don't stop being proud of me, I am a son to be proud of, I am still your son and soul mate.
Don't memorialize the death of my body but instead honor and celebrate my never-ending life for it is eternal and forever as is my love for you.
Until we meet again...
I Do Believe
by Jennifer Janiszewski
There is nothing i can do,
to make him come back
There are no words I can say,
that can replace the words you long to hear
There are no answer's I can give,
that will satisfy your questions
There is not another soul I can introduce you to that will ever replace his
And, there is no love I can offer that will ever replace the love you shared
I can not promise your broken heart will ever be complete
I will not say it could have been worse
I will not deny it was a tragedy
I will not lie and tell you he will come back
He never really left
I do promise he hears you when you speak
I will say he loves you no matter the distance
I will not deny he is in a better place
And, I will not lie; he is waiting to greet you someday
He is every step you take
He is in everything you do
He is the air you breathe
He is every beat of your heart
" He is like the wind. You can not see him...but you will always feel him"
Hiya Darliing
Hii Bubii You Have a Beautifull Mum And She Has the most precious lil guy in the world Keep Safe babe and always here 4 u mandy n btw its chelsea tylers aunty xxxxx
happy new year!
happy new year baby boy! i wish you were here cal:( missin you so much sweetie! i hope your ok in heaven. i miss you like mad, love you more than anythin. think of you every second babba. sweet dreams lots of love mommy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
x~ HAPPY NEW YEAR ~X~
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sending love to you angel and your loved ones.
thankyou for everything you have done in 2008 and im sending my best wishes for 2009.
LOVE NOW AND ALWAYS JANET KEITH AND OUR ANGELS CONNER AND RICHARD XXXX
happy new year.
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elo son!
elo my beautiful babaa! hope u had a lovely xmas in heaven. hope u liked your prezzie and your headstone gorgeous! i miss you so much!! wish you were here baby boy! your al i ever think about. love you more than anythin sweetie. be good for mommy up there ok! love you so much, floaty kissis to heaven love mommy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello beautiful!
hiya baby! hope u have a wonderful xmas in heaven and ur looking down on mummy, and giving her a hug and kiss when shes upset, and i hope tyler is sharing his toys with you, please help your mammy keep strong baby, ur mammy is a very strong person, and verry very brave,
all my love to u, ur mammy and ur daddy
from louise james and tyler xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey cal
hey ya lil man did santa bring u lots of prezzie up in heaven. watch done on ur mummmy and daddy and make sure they have a gd day babe xxxx lot of love to u and ur mummy merry xmas babe xxxx
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