Callum James Crane

2008 - 2008
LocationDroitwich
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth04/05/2008
Date of Death04/05/2008
Visitors10,724 since 11/07/2008
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Callum James Crane 04/05/08

Callum was born premature on the 4th may 2008 when i was just 18+2 weeks pregnant. he was my world,
my everything! i was so happy when i found out i was pregnant it was untrue. i was so excited and
the happiest person in the world. my life was complete, i had my wonderful boyfriend and now a
beautiful baby, i couldnt of been any happier!
from around 16 weeks i had bleeding and pain and i was in labour for just under 2 weeks, i cant
describe how i felt becasue theres no words to describe my whole world falling apart, every once of
happiness shatterd. callum was born alive, he was a fighter and he fort so hard to stay here with
mommy, hes my little soldier boy. he died shortly after birth because his lungs were not fully
developed and they dont resusatate before 6 months.
il never forget the day you died my precious callum, it had been sunny all week and it poored
down,everywhere seemed so quiet and empty. i felt like the only person in the world with everyones
grief and sorrow on my shoulders. i cryed and cryed and cryed, i felt so numb, my heart ached so
bad, i just wanted your here with me in my arms. what did i do so wrng to deserve this? why did god
not answer my prayers? how could life be so cruel? everything was ruind, i never thought id have to
burry my son:(

you are so beautiful callum, i love you so much more then anyone can imagin more then words can
describe. i miss you more and more everyday sweetheart, my heart aches, apart of my heart died with
you. i crave for you to be here with me, it hurts so much that your not:( and it will never stop
hurting! im so proud i made such a perfect and beautiful baby boy as you, i couldnt of ask God for a
baby more beauiful! theres not a second that goes by where i dont think about you callum, your my
life my everything, if i could i would give you my life! your the reason i live, the reason i
breathe, i want to make you so proud of me like you make me proud sweetheart! i hope you here me
when i speak to you, i pray for you everynight. i hope the angels are looking after you in heaven, i
always pray to them to look after you and iv asked afew special people in heaven to look after you
until i get there. i know your always with me buba because you giv me strength and i feel you here.
the love i have for you is like no other love in the world, i love you with a love beyond all
description and miss you with a grief beyond all tears:( im sorry that mommy crys somtimes and is so
sad, but i just miss you so so much, but i no you dont like it when mommy and daddy are upset, every
smile is for you my precious angel. i wish i could hold you right now, i wish i could change things,
i wish i had a maigic wond n id have you rite back here with me now and i wouldnt be writing this, i
wuldnt have to tak flowers and visit your grave, i wouldnt have to write in your memorial book, or
look at your pictures every secnd of the day, i wouldnt have to think about how much i miss you
everyday i wouldnt have to cry myself to sleep everynight i wouldnt have all this pain n grief and
think about how many birthdays your not here for or chritmas's, when you were suppost to be born
what your first word would have been, beacause id have you back here with me and daddy the way it
should be! your my angel and i no God sent you here to help me and you did baby boy so much and now
that you helped me god needed you back in heaven because you were far to perfect and special for
this cruel world, your away from all harm and hurt that could have come to you, you are safe forever
with the angels and we will meet again when its my turn to go and il smile everyday because its one
day closer to being with you again. i love you and miss you so much with all my heart and soul
nothing compares to the bond we have and will have forever and im so grateful your my son and i got
to meet you. your my first born callum and your so special to me and daddy. i no your watching over
us keeping us safe darlin i hope you no how much we love you and miss you! sleep tight our beautiful
prince love you 4ever always in our hearts and thorts
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Happy 1st Birthday Callum

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♥ Are there birthdays up in heaven
does an angel blow his horn
announcing to all the angels
this is the day you were born ♥

♥ Can the stars be your balloons
and angel food your cake
presents wrapped in moonbeams
all the angels helped to make ♥

♥ So I’ll whisper a little prayer today
asking everyone up above
to sing you a happy birthday song
and give you all our love ♥

Nathanboyds Mummy May 4, 2009

a poem for callum on his birthday

Wings sparkle
light up the sky
today is a birthday
in heaven up high
Family are sad
Wish baby was here
but babies having fun
so please do not fear
angel cakes a plenty
balloons fly up high
giggles and laughter
gifts and apple pie
angels play together
dancing is a joy
sun shines a sunbeam
for the birthday girl or boy
earthly sadness
is felt from the heart
Birthdays to many
are days they had to part
Just think of the happiness
they are having up above
and wish them happy birthday
with much hugs kisses and love.

Louise Waring (Close Friend) May 4, 2009

happy first birthday lil man

happy birthday lil man hope ur havin fun. leon said that u was havin a party and that he was invite and he got really happy. hope ur got lots of prezzie and ur watchin over mummy and daddy to make sure they have a gd day 2day callum, love u lil man xx

ive sent lots of kisses to u hope u got them.

guna light u a candle later x x

Louise Waring (Close Friend) May 4, 2009

happy birthday my beautiful son!!! cant belive its been a year! i hope you have a really lovely day in heaven today, i think about you every second, i love and miss you so much baby boy, your my everythin.
have a special day, hope there lookng after you up there

love you so much, miss you beyond al description

lots of love and floaty kissis to heaven
love mommmy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mandy Callums Mummy X (Mother) May 4, 2009

A Special Birthday
(author unknown)
Please God, make them remember that
Today is a special, birthday.
Make them understand that
The memories don't go away.
Bless them, with ears to hear and hearts that care.
Enable them to listen while I share.
Shelter them that they may never know my pain.
Help them to help me know that my child's life was not in vain.
Help them to remember, Lord that I wish
That my child was here
So we could still celebrate.
To understand that I still
Feel the nearness of my child.
To see beyond my smile and the
Words. "I'm okay."
Please God, just let one remember today
Is a special birthday!

SKY BUNNIES

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The Sky Is Full Of Bunny Clouds
So Soft And Fat And White,
I Wonder If They're Hiding Eggs
For Angels To Find With Delight.

Because Angels Like Easter As Well, You Know,
And There's No Reason Why
There Shouldn't Be An Easter Hunt
In Meadows In The Sky.

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Michelle Mum To Toni April 9, 2009

lots of love lil man! have fun up there with haden and leon and chloe. please look after your mummy, she did give me a worry when i realised shed been in hospitla! try and make sure god gets this baby here nice and safe cal! would mean the world to you mummy. and im sure you would love to be able to see her laugh and smile once again and be able to see you little brother or sister go to see your grave and for mummy to tell them about that very special angel brother in heaven that they have! take care sweetie love you all xxx

Clare Hibbert (Friend) April 3, 2009

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Sending you a great big hug x

Suzanne Baby Chloes-Mummy X (Family Friend) March 23, 2009

sleep tight lil callum, x

keep your mummy safe lil man, she loves you very much, xx

Lorraine Mathie March 17, 2009

If I could have a lifetime wish
a dream that would come true
I'd pray to God with all my heart
for yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back
I know because I've tried
And neither will a million tears
I know because I've cried.
You left behind my broken heart
and happy memories too
I never wanted memories...
I only wanted you.

Louise C Brown March 6, 2009
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