| Location | Droitwich |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 04/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 04/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 13,062 since 11/07/2008 |
| Creator |
Callum James Crane 04/05/08
Callum was born premature on the 4th may 2008 when i was just 18+2 weeks pregnant. he was my world, my everything! i was so happy when i found out i was pregnant it was untrue. i was so excited and the happiest person in the world. my life was complete, i had my wonderful boyfriend and now a beautiful baby, i couldnt of been any happier!
from around 16 weeks i had bleeding and pain and i was in labour for just under 2 weeks, i cant describe how i felt becasue theres no words to describe my whole world falling apart, every once of happiness shatterd. callum was born alive, he was a fighter and he fort so hard to stay here with mommy, hes my little soldier boy. he died shortly after birth because his lungs were not fully developed and they dont resusatate before 6 months.
il never forget the day you died my precious callum, it had been sunny all week and it poored down,everywhere seemed so quiet and empty. i felt like the only person in the world with everyones grief and sorrow on my shoulders. i cryed and cryed and cryed, i felt so numb, my heart ached so bad, i just wanted your here with me in my arms. what did i do so wrng to deserve this? why did god not answer my prayers? how could life be so cruel? everything was ruind, i never thought id have to burry my son:(
you are so beautiful callum, i love you so much more then anyone can imagin more then words can describe. i miss you more and more everyday sweetheart, my heart aches, apart of my heart died with you. i crave for you to be here with me, it hurts so much that your not:( and it will never stop hurting! im so proud i made such a perfect and beautiful baby boy as you, i couldnt of ask God for a baby more beauiful! theres not a second that goes by where i dont think about you callum, your my life my everything, if i could i would give you my life! your the reason i live, the reason i breathe, i want to make you so proud of me like you make me proud sweetheart! i hope you here me when i speak to you, i pray for you everynight. i hope the angels are looking after you in heaven, i always pray to them to look after you and iv asked afew special people in heaven to look after you until i get there. i know your always with me buba because you giv me strength and i feel you here. the love i have for you is like no other love in the world, i love you with a love beyond all description and miss you with a grief beyond all tears:( im sorry that mommy crys somtimes and is so sad, but i just miss you so so much, but i no you dont like it when mommy and daddy are upset, every smile is for you my precious angel. i wish i could hold you right now, i wish i could change things, i wish i had a maigic wond n id have you rite back here with me now and i wouldnt be writing this, i wuldnt have to tak flowers and visit your grave, i wouldnt have to write in your memorial book, or look at your pictures every secnd of the day, i wouldnt have to think about how much i miss you everyday i wouldnt have to cry myself to sleep everynight i wouldnt have all this pain n grief and think about how many birthdays your not here for or chritmas's, when you were suppost to be born what your first word would have been, beacause id have you back here with me and daddy the way it should be! your my angel and i no God sent you here to help me and you did baby boy so much and now that you helped me god needed you back in heaven because you were far to perfect and special for this cruel world, your away from all harm and hurt that could have come to you, you are safe forever with the angels and we will meet again when its my turn to go and il smile everyday because its one day closer to being with you again. i love you and miss you so much with all my heart and soul nothing compares to the bond we have and will have forever and im so grateful your my son and i got to meet you. your my first born callum and your so special to me and daddy. i no your watching over us keeping us safe darlin i hope you no how much we love you and miss you! sleep tight our beautiful prince love you 4ever always in our hearts and thorts xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I SENT YOU A FEATHER.......
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I SENT ONE OF MY SOFT FEATHERS FLOATING TO THE GROUND
JUST TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I WAS STILL AROUND
I HOPE YOU FOUND IT BECAUSE IT WAS A GIFT FROM ME
I SENT THE FEATHER DOWN SO THAT YOU COULD SEE
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THAT MY SPIRIT IS AWAYS WITH YOU I AM NEVER FAR AWAY
ALSO TO SEND A LITTLE COMFORT TO YOU TODAY
I CAN SPREAD MY WINGS AND I CAN FLY
JUST LIKE THE GOLDEN EAGLE IN THE SKY
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DO NOT WORRY I AM RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE
I WILL FOREVER BE YOUR ANGEL GUIDE
WHEN THE TIME COMES IT SHALL BE ME THAT TAKES YOUR HAND
TOGETHER WE SHALL BOTH FLY FREE IN THE PROMISED LAND
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copyright Rosalind Roberts 28/10/2010
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
i give you this one thought to keep
i am still with you-do not weep
i am a thousand winds that blow
i am the diamond glints on snow
i am the sunlight on ripened grain
i am the gentle autumn rain
when you awaken in the morning hush
i am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight
i am the soft stars that shine at night
do not think of me a gone....
I AM STILL WITH YOU IN EACH NEW DAWN.
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
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A teddy just for you XxX
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Here is a little Teddy..
And it's made with love
I'm going to send it straight to you..
In heaven up above
Cuddle up with Teddy..
As it's time for bed
So rest your tiny Angel wings
And just remember what I said
Here is a little Teddy..
And it's made with love
So give your teddy a goodnight kiss..
Precious Angel up above
lots of love always from (Georgias mummy)xxx
♥ Why?? ♥
As I travel across this land
There is something missing today
It’s my Angel child
The one God took away
He gave me that beautiful child
Then he took them straight away
What was the point I asked
As I knelt down and prayed
I never got to see my child play
And grow like all the others
I thought Lord that was my job
A child, and me to be the Mother.
I never even got any warning
Nothing was ever said
I woke up that sunny morning
To find my sweet child dead.
You gave them life, you stole it
You broke my heart in two
Why? Why? Dear Lord
That’s all I ask from you?
x x
*♥ Masks and Smiles ♥*
♥ Can you see the pain hidden behind the mask
You only know its there if your brave enough to ask,
The pain is hidden behind her smile
It’s a smile that’s been used for quite a while.
Maybe you can’t see why she is so sad
She feels no one understands why she’s so mad,
All she needs is someone to understand
A hug from someone and to hold their hand.
She wants to have her baby back
Because life without them she can’t hack,
She had no chance to say goodbye
She hurts too much to even cry.
Her baby has gone and she’s all alone
To random outbursts and tears she is prone,
Please look after the person who’s hidden inside
Because all her fake smiles in the world wont bring back her baby who died.. ♥
Written by Michelle - Baileys Mummy, for all angel Mummys... x x
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