| Location | Droitwich |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 04/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 04/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 10,622 since 11/07/2008 |
| Creator |
Callum James Crane 04/05/08
Callum was born premature on the 4th may 2008 when i was just 18+2 weeks pregnant. he was my world,
my everything! i was so happy when i found out i was pregnant it was untrue. i was so excited and
the happiest person in the world. my life was complete, i had my wonderful boyfriend and now a
beautiful baby, i couldnt of been any happier!
from around 16 weeks i had bleeding and pain and i was in labour for just under 2 weeks, i cant
describe how i felt becasue theres no words to describe my whole world falling apart, every once of
happiness shatterd. callum was born alive, he was a fighter and he fort so hard to stay here with
mommy, hes my little soldier boy. he died shortly after birth because his lungs were not fully
developed and they dont resusatate before 6 months.
il never forget the day you died my precious callum, it had been sunny all week and it poored
down,everywhere seemed so quiet and empty. i felt like the only person in the world with everyones
grief and sorrow on my shoulders. i cryed and cryed and cryed, i felt so numb, my heart ached so
bad, i just wanted your here with me in my arms. what did i do so wrng to deserve this? why did god
not answer my prayers? how could life be so cruel? everything was ruind, i never thought id have to
burry my son:(
you are so beautiful callum, i love you so much more then anyone can imagin more then words can
describe. i miss you more and more everyday sweetheart, my heart aches, apart of my heart died with
you. i crave for you to be here with me, it hurts so much that your not:( and it will never stop
hurting! im so proud i made such a perfect and beautiful baby boy as you, i couldnt of ask God for a
baby more beauiful! theres not a second that goes by where i dont think about you callum, your my
life my everything, if i could i would give you my life! your the reason i live, the reason i
breathe, i want to make you so proud of me like you make me proud sweetheart! i hope you here me
when i speak to you, i pray for you everynight. i hope the angels are looking after you in heaven, i
always pray to them to look after you and iv asked afew special people in heaven to look after you
until i get there. i know your always with me buba because you giv me strength and i feel you here.
the love i have for you is like no other love in the world, i love you with a love beyond all
description and miss you with a grief beyond all tears:( im sorry that mommy crys somtimes and is so
sad, but i just miss you so so much, but i no you dont like it when mommy and daddy are upset, every
smile is for you my precious angel. i wish i could hold you right now, i wish i could change things,
i wish i had a maigic wond n id have you rite back here with me now and i wouldnt be writing this, i
wuldnt have to tak flowers and visit your grave, i wouldnt have to write in your memorial book, or
look at your pictures every secnd of the day, i wouldnt have to think about how much i miss you
everyday i wouldnt have to cry myself to sleep everynight i wouldnt have all this pain n grief and
think about how many birthdays your not here for or chritmas's, when you were suppost to be born
what your first word would have been, beacause id have you back here with me and daddy the way it
should be! your my angel and i no God sent you here to help me and you did baby boy so much and now
that you helped me god needed you back in heaven because you were far to perfect and special for
this cruel world, your away from all harm and hurt that could have come to you, you are safe forever
with the angels and we will meet again when its my turn to go and il smile everyday because its one
day closer to being with you again. i love you and miss you so much with all my heart and soul
nothing compares to the bond we have and will have forever and im so grateful your my son and i got
to meet you. your my first born callum and your so special to me and daddy. i no your watching over
us keeping us safe darlin i hope you no how much we love you and miss you! sleep tight our beautiful
prince love you 4ever always in our hearts and thorts
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♥ Why?? ♥
As I travel across this land
There is something missing today
It’s my Angel child
The one God took away
He gave me that beautiful child
Then he took them straight away
What was the point I asked
As I knelt down and prayed
I never got to see my child play
And grow like all the others
I thought Lord that was my job
A child, and me to be the Mother.
I never even got any warning
Nothing was ever said
I woke up that sunny morning
To find my sweet child dead.
You gave them life, you stole it
You broke my heart in two
Why? Why? Dear Lord
That’s all I ask from you?
x x
*♥ Masks and Smiles ♥*
♥ Can you see the pain hidden behind the mask
You only know its there if your brave enough to ask,
The pain is hidden behind her smile
It’s a smile that’s been used for quite a while.
Maybe you can’t see why she is so sad
She feels no one understands why she’s so mad,
All she needs is someone to understand
A hug from someone and to hold their hand.
She wants to have her baby back
Because life without them she can’t hack,
She had no chance to say goodbye
She hurts too much to even cry.
Her baby has gone and she’s all alone
To random outbursts and tears she is prone,
Please look after the person who’s hidden inside
Because all her fake smiles in the world wont bring back her baby who died.. ♥
Written by Michelle - Baileys Mummy, for all angel Mummys... x x
hey, i found this link on your bebo page. im becca, and sixteen years old.
i really am sorry for your loss. i know what its like to lose someone so, so close to you - when i was 14 i lost my mum to cancer and then when i was 16, i also miscarried - i was only 40 days gone, and didnt even realise i was pregnant until it was all over.
words can never describe the feelings that come with dealing with these things, just make sure you stay strong and dont be afraid to ask for help if you ever need it. you seem to be coping amazingly well, and i really hope things get easier over time. loads of love, becca xx
♥ Sent with love ♥
♥ As each day goes by ♥
♥ we sit here and wonder why ♥
♥ Our hearts in pain ♥
♥ Our eyes are wet ♥
♥ Our memories we'll never forget ♥
♥ We miss you more & more each day ♥
♥ And in our hearts you will always stay ♥
do you know the number
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit, love theresa xxx
Happy First Birthday little one xxx
little angels are only lent
memories and pain last a life time xxx
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
Happy 1st Birthday!
Hello Little Man! Have A Great Day :D Hope Everyone Up There Gives You A Great Day!! Im Sure You Will Have A Nice Party! Mummy Missies You So Much Make Sure You Stop Bye And Say Hello :D Enjoy Your Flowers From Mummy To!
Happy 1st Birthday!!
Love You
Happy 1st Birthday Callum
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♥ Are there birthdays up in heaven
does an angel blow his horn
announcing to all the angels
this is the day you were born ♥
♥ Can the stars be your balloons
and angel food your cake
presents wrapped in moonbeams
all the angels helped to make ♥
♥ So I’ll whisper a little prayer today
asking everyone up above
to sing you a happy birthday song
and give you all our love ♥
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